It's midnight..and I can't sleep. I hate that! I'm so tired..and I just feel like I'm waiting till morning comes cause I've gotten nothin..just hanging out in bed just hoping to fall sleep. I have to admit that I start to close my eyes and a million things start racing through my brain. Why is it that we can't have on and off switches to our brain???
It's been a very stressful past few weeks and it hardly seems fair that when I want to sleep I can't.
Here's why I can't sleep- major deadlines at work, wedding planning, weirdo taxi drivers, exams, no time to get to the gym, and just trying to keep it together...to keep all the balls in the air. Trying to please everyone..and it makes me want to scream. I want to drop all of them, but I can't. I've discovered that I have a type A personality. I never thought I'd be that person, but I think I am. I wish I could just not care. I would sleep better, right?
I can't help but think about my friend K when I'm having these moments of "will this ever end?" I don't want to know the answer...
Ruby Playing in the Snow
Sniffing out the competition..
| You Are 32% Cynical |
 You buy into many of the things that mainstream society believes, but you're not anybody's fool. |
Scott and Erinn
Ruby
Don't Hate me Because I'm Beautiful
1 comment:
I won't tell you the answer then. That's why I keep a bottle of Tylenol PM close by me. Even when you get up 10 times in a night, you still fall right back to sleep. I have heard Ambien is good too, but I am scared off by the "don't take unless you have 8 full hours to devote to sleep" cause it's not like that ever happens.
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